Hearing that Leona wanted to try again Lord Jinaga didn't think much about it.
He nodded in agreement and said "If the devotee wants to successfully enter the unconscious world."
"The safest way is to abandon theemotions anddesires."
Leona was silent for a moment and murmured "If you cut off theemotions anddesires."
"What's the point of living?"
Lord Jinaga said without thinking "Only by cutting off theemotions anddesires."
"Can we have the chance to becomesimilar to a their god and better save all sentient beings?"
Leona shook her head and said seriously "With all due respect, isn't it a kind ofemotions anddesires if you wholeheartedly seek their god?"
"Isn't it also a kind ofemotions anddesires if you wholeheartedly think about saving all sentient beings?"
"Of course, it is true to save all sentient beings, but not everyone has the same feelings for themselves."
"If he is not satisfied with the current situation."
"If he lives a happy and contented life, why does he need others to help him?"
Leona said, "Besides since I have my own family and sweetheart."
"I can't put them out of my mind."
"Even if I can leave them all behind, but since I wholeheartedly want to enlighten."
"Pursuing enlightenment is another desire of mine."
"The moment I enter the sea of consciousness and jump down, it is for enlightenment."
"butto deceive myself, or to deceive the sea of consciousness."
"I am clearly here for it."
"butif I want it to think that I have no desires or wishes."
"Wouldn't that be tantamount to deceiving it?"
Lord Jinaga was startled for a moment, then sighed softly "What the devotee said… is not unreasonable…"
After that, he asked her "Then what does the devotee plan to try this time?"
Leona shook her head "I don't know."
"I just want to try again, no matter success or failure."
"Today I won't bother Lord anymore."
Lord Jinaga said "The poor monk has plenty of time."
"sothe devotee doesn't have to worry."
Leona nodded gratefully."
"Then closed her eyes, and once again used the method of introspection to let her spiritual consciousness come to the sea of consciousness.
As before, Leona was still trying her best to push her consciousness to a higher level this time.
However, the previous attempt consumed a lot of energy.
This time, it was obviously much more difficult to push up.
However, despite the difficulty, Leona is still trying her best to make this attempt.
It was also during this process that she finally understood why it took Lord Jinagayears to reach enlightenment.
He always tried so hard to move his spiritual consciousness to higher places Which consumed a lot of energy and physical strength.
After trying it twice, don't know how long it will take to relieve this mental fatigue.
In addition, enlightenment is a matter of thousands of continuous attempts.
A few years of enlightenment is already considered a short time in the long process of culture.
Leona tried her best to push her consciousness to the extreme that her state could reach.
When she realized that all her energy had been exhausted She instantly relaxed completely and allowed her consciousness to fall freely from the height.
In the process of her whereabouts this time Various thoughts were still frantically impacting her consciousness.
just similar to the last time, they were all about her parents, relatives andChris who she thought about day and night.
She finally realized that the reason why so many thoughts suddenly came to her at this time must be For this reason feeling of free fall Which gave her a feeling of dying.
andthis feeling of dying will naturally make people think of many people and things.
Leona did not try to forget everything and abandon theemotions anddesires as Lord Jinaga said.
She just subconsciously thought "Lord Jinaga said that you cannot jump directly into this sea of consciousness butyou must integrate into it.
Then does this mean that divine consciousness and the sea of consciousness are inherently fusionable?
The only difference is that some people have Lorded the way of fusion, but some people never get it?"
Thinking of this, Leona's heart suddenly moved "The sea of consciousness is in my body, in my Seelion."
"soI should know me best."
"It must know that it is impossible for me to abandon theemotions anddesires."
"If so, it will require me to abandon theemotions anddesires in order to be with it."
"Integration, then this itself becomes an unsolvable paradox…"
"Does this mean that my consciousness has no chance to integrate with it?"
"If that is the case, I will not be able to integrate with it in this life for enlightenment."
At this moment, Leona's consciousness fell into the silent and picturesque sea of consciousness again.
The powerful impact smashed her consciousness into the Dept..of the sea of consciousness andLeona's consciousness was severely damaged again.
The entire consciousness had no strength to resist.
Then, the huge pressure from the sea of consciousness swept over her again andher consciousness was about to rush towards the sea.
Leona was a little desperate at this time.
It was not thatfailures made her give up, but she knew herself.
Even if she could let go of her deceased mother and her father who had recovered health andwas enjoying his old age, she could not let go of Chris.
Her new life was given to her by Chris.
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